winced and leered,
thriven and failed,
loved and unloved,
exulted and howled,
forgotten and recalled,
endured and resigned,
learned and unlearned,
spoken and unexpressed,
trusted and doubted,
practiced and untried.
Things will surely come and go.
Let’s just live and go with the flow!
I woke up this morning with a smile,
Which strangely lasted for a while.
Someone took away my gladness,
I’m currently bursting with sadness.
Will you wake me up in this nightmare?
Or endlessly will I glare?
I’m lying soundlessly here in my bed,
Thinking of the bizarre things you said.
Haplessly stuck in this useless rumination,
Oh, it will be healthier to take a vacation,
Why did you baffle my mind like this?
Why did you not just hug me and kiss?
Why did you not choose to say sorry?
You just blocked my mind with worry.
Oh, I’ll just let my mind and heart croon,
Just come home and be with me soon!
I may hate and forget you!
But inside I still love you!
If you’re in a bad situation right now,
remember these things.
You are more than your ambitions.
You are more than your insecurities.
You are more than your uncertainties.
You are more than your disappointments.
You are more than your thoughts and words.
You are more than anything in this world.
You are beautiful.
You are kind.
You are talented.
You are amazing.
You are smart.
You are loved.
You are appreciated.
You are valuable.
You matter in this world.
Choose to be happy!
Spread love and good vibes!
Once upon a time there was you and me.
We were young and overflowing with affection.
We had the best life and we both lived in glee.
And everything stayed in an unadulterated unison.
You made me believe that forever is not only a word.
That when two people work together, it will work.
That nothing and no one can stop them even a sword.
That all birds have beautiful melodies even a stork.
But like any heartbreaking movie or story I hate to see.
Our then sweet beginning resulted to a bitter ending.
You were no longer happy with me, so I set you free.
Even it was excruciating inside, even I felt like dying.
You made me an eccedentisiast, my dear.
Smiling unpretentiously is now my fear.
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