But not knowing which decision to take can sometimes be the most painful.
Decisions are the hardest thing to make, especially when it is a choice between where you should be and where you want to be.
Her face looks bizarre.
She smiles and glares at me
as if she’s blissful,
as if she’s longsuffering,
Can you tell me how to hide?
winced and leered,
thriven and failed,
loved and unloved,
exulted and howled,
forgotten and recalled,
endured and resigned,
learned and unlearned,
spoken and unexpressed,
trusted and doubted,
practiced and untried.
Things will surely come and go.
Let’s just live and go with the flow!
I woke up this morning with a smile,
Which strangely lasted for a while.
Someone took away my gladness,
I’m currently bursting with sadness.
Will you wake me up in this nightmare?
Or endlessly will I glare?
I’m lying soundlessly here in my bed,
Thinking of the bizarre things you said.
Haplessly stuck in this useless rumination,
Oh, it will be healthier to take a vacation,
Why did you baffle my mind like this?
Why did you not just hug me and kiss?
Why did you not choose to say sorry?
You just blocked my mind with worry.
Oh, I’ll just let my mind and heart croon,
Just come home and be with me soon!
I may hate and forget you!
But inside I still love you!